I want to help you, beloved child. I am reaching out for you now, to still the deep longing in your soul for better circumstances, for real need in your life.
I know your needs, as you believe them most passionately to be, but I also know your REAL needs.
I have you on this walk of faith. Your faith is growing with your needs.
Am I cruel? No. I AM LOVE.
When I tell you that one day you will understand, in the weakness of your faith, it sounds lame as you implore Me to immediately help you. It causes Me great pain to see your anguish and to hold Myself back from rushing down and making all things right.
But I KNOW, dear one, as only I can know. Time is your friend in this instance. Learn to accept it, as well as the slow dawning of the answers you seek.
Our closest times together can be right now if you allow it. Lay every prayer and petition at My feet. Keep them there. Don’t be tempted to pick them back up again. End by thanking Me for answering.
What you have surrendered to Me is not just the problems you face, but your feeble attempts to fix it yourself. What I will reward you with is the peace that passes all understanding.
In the midst of turmoil, fear and pain, you have presented your petition to Me, showing and thanking Me for answering it, and I have rewarded you with peace.
Keep doing that through the day if you start to slip into your panic mode again. The Bible is true, I am true, My love and care for you is true. Trust in that.
Philippians 4:6-7, The Passion Translation:
“Don’t be pulled in different directions or worried about a thing. Be saturated in prayer throughout each day, offering your faith-filled requests before God with overflowing gratitude. Tell Him every detail of your life, then God’s wonderful peace that transcends human understanding will guard your heart and mind through Jesus Christ.”